Lyrics: The repairs

The sky is the color of a wet sidewalk
Should I take the responsibility
Probably that's why I hate to talk
When I say it out loud, it turns out to be my fault

Should I just stay hidden in my golden house
Where the heavy weight of the blanket is easier to bear

I made peace with myself, and I don't mind
To be the one who says it, to be the one who cares
I made a pact with my brain, and I am okay
To let you all break me, I can do the repairs

You fucked up again, you spilled the tea
Where we never should've interfered
I'll make it alright, I'll take the blame
I'm used to playing the weird

I lower my voice, I soften the edge
I carry the weight so you don’t have to feel

You can stay hidden in your golden house
Where the heavy weight of your blanket is easier to bear

I made peace with myself, and I don't mind
To be the one who says it, to be the one who cares
I made a pact with my brain, and I am okay
To let you all break me, I can do the repairs

Maybe I don’t need to fix it all
Maybe I don’t need to stay
If every truth I try to hold
Gets twisted anyway

Maybe I don’t need to fix it all
Maybe I don’t need to stay
If every truth I try to hold
Gets twisted anyway

I made peace with myself, and I don't mind
To be the one who says it, to be the one who cares
I made a pact with my brain, and I am okay
To let you all break me, I can do the repairs

I made peace with myself, and I don't mind
To be the one who says it, to be the one who cares
I made a pact with my brain, and I am okay
To let you all break me, I can do the repairs